if only i called

hi everyone, i've been really busy lately,
with orientation and moving in freshmen,
talking to my friends,
moving my own stuff,
self-motivation and discipline development (for myself, as well as the freshmen i'm working with)
and i've been running back and forth between king and the library, making sure computers are being checked out.

and technically, we haven't started the 'orientation' big deal yet. this is only the first day. i really feel myself being more inspired and accomplishing more! i'm so happy and lucky to have great friends.

i'd use this time to crab about people who are....nevermind, i'm in too good a mood to point them out again today. LOVE YOU ALL!
-joy

Real Face

Sooo I spent a lot of time with Carrie this week, and I feel good about it.

I just got finished eating, now I'm bothering my friends on MSN because I'm a little lonely.

I feel like sleeping on my keyboard.

Two more days and I can do that in my room at Ozarks. I'm excited...but why can't I stop crying? -jo

tears

Suddenly I've never been so sad.

This is what I get for remembering...

I just want to be alone. I don't want to be asked "Are you crying?" I'm not ashamed to admit I've been crying, but I'd rather just not talk about it.

I'm sorry. I promise I'll be better by tomorrow.

useless

So...Today I have to make a site for one of my Dad's friends....

I'm really worried because I don't know if he just wants a Youtube page or a specialized site!

I could make any kind of site he wanted, but still I would be using my email address to access it, so if he wanted to edit anything himself, depending on the site, I would have to change the email, and it's a big deal and I've worked for clients before, but I really don't know what they want this time around...
It's stressful, I hope I can pull it off...

baaaaaaah....i have to have it done by tonight, too...


EDIT: this is what i came up with, considering I don't have frontpage...
http://buttonboxjohn.blogspot.com/

phew...its simple, i hope it works...

it's hilarious!

Getting in the mood to go back to Arkansas...



this is the fruit of my mood.

bada-bada-music!

Things have been...slow...

Turns out I'm not going out today with my friends, they have to work. That's fine, I will find something to do.
I've been cooking a WHOLE LOT recently. Yesterday I made chicken and rice and another peach cobbler with Carrie. It was fun! and I learned (revised) how to make eggs and bacon with Dad one night. I really love breakfast food!

Aaaah, I woke up before noon.....20 minutes before noon...I feel so lazy! I even went to bed at midnight! (that's early for me) and guess what, I STILL slept in! boo....oh well, I'll go to bed increasingly earlier. I have to for school. I MUST!

Also I want to have a small 'going away' party with my friends, so I have to ask my parents if they can come over sometime next week...I really want to see them before I leave!

LOVE "Y'all" XD -Joy

Somehow, we're looking at the same stars.

OHAYO! I woke up before noon!!! XD I feel so accomplished!

Also I got to drive Carrie home from the doctor and go to Jewel for her. I feel so good helping, and a bit more independent. I HAVE MY DRIVERS LICENSE!

I don't remember if I posted that here...I must have posted it everywhere but here.

ANYWAY I just feel great today. I don't know what it is, besides the fact that my ovaries have made me sick for the past 3 days, I feel good! I took some ibuprofen today (after much self-combatting) even though I dislike taking medication for anything...maybe that's why I feel so good~!

okie, I love you all, (waves) Hi Daddy, have a good day! <3 Joy