Whaha?

I fell asleep again...

Waaah.

No more late nights because I fall asleep at friends rooms then have to walk back at late hours!

No no no.

Anyway, today was supposed to be the music video auditons. I layed in bed, semiconscious, and pondered, "Would I regret not trying out for this?"

Ya, I would. maybe.

So I'm not going. LOL. That's it for now. I'm going to go bathe. -Joy

Nerves and Big Words.

So last night wasn't so bad. I got up there and shook...read my poem...dramatically...

I was FIRST! They drew my name to read FIRST! STRESS! I was scared, but I'm glad I went first. I was meant to go first. (Thanks, God.)

So, I'm still in for the next round, just what I wanted.

Ben won for the night, so he has 'immunity' for the next challenge. No biggie, he's deserving.

Now I am warming my canned coffee in my pocket, while i walk to class. (I'm on time today XD ) Talk to you later! -O2joy

Aaaaah!

Today I decided to read a poem I wrote for a contest. The winner gets 500 bucks towards the bookstore, which would be most helpful to my family to get books, ya know?

I have the pre-revised version of my poem.

when i closed the door
and walked away
from that tiny room
where you once slept
peacefully and quiet
i heard a sound
never ran so fast
down the cold floor
six hundred stars
lit my way through

and i ran
to your home
i was the first
to touch you then
i'm not the last
to see you now
this frightning pass
this shining light
i want you here
to see me fly

the buttons stick
the tables spin
the time we had
has turned to dust
mixed with blood
drink it down
with the love
of being alone again
can't i come with?
not this time, you say

and i ran
to your home
i was the first
to touch you then
i'm not the last
to see you now
this world still turns
without you here
come back to home
i want you near


haha, dummies, this isn't the poem i submitted, this is a goofy song I wrote when i was little. haha!

Anyway, wish me luck, because it's become a convo credit, meaning, EVERYONE is going to be there watching me.............>< scary!
<3joy

Frightening!

Today, i was washing my little dishes. You know, cups.
I was thinking to myself, "You know...I really love domestics." (inner grin)

It's true, I adore doing housework...I just suffer from a lack of time/'get up and go' sometimes. Once I start washing dishes, doing laundry, cleaning, etc. I really do love doing it.

It really upsets me how I've been ...ahem...keeping house lately. I seriously don't want to call it keeping house....i've not been keeping ANYTHING! My side of the room is a sty! >_< It upsets me.

With this said, today I was thinking, "What in the world am I doing? Why am I here?"

A: Because you wish to learn many things, one of which is how to be more independent. You want to learn how to be a grown up.

I know that it's important to keep your childish enthusiasm (which I have/will), but I've not been on task. I've been jumping around from place to place, class to class, not really absorbing anything, not really thinking deeply about what in the world is happening to me...sounds odd, but I laugh at this thought.

It makes me want to work so much harder.

So now, it is my ultimate and primary resolution, starting now. right now.
I want to be responsible! I am going to be responsible!

~I will do my homework right away!
~I will clean up my living space every night before bed. (So I don't have to do extensive cleaning later...)
~I will make a schedule of my time, and follow it closely. (Not excluding emergencies, of course)
~I will practice piano regularly!
~I will eat complete and good meals at correct times.
~I will go to bed at a set time every night! (No more stupid joy in the morning!)
~I will develop good habits, and really concentrate on stopping my bad ones.

I will be successful in this resolution, and make myself a better, more responsible person.

Wow, this post is very enlightening, ya know?


...i want to buy stationery...right now...XD see you guys later, kay? -joy

Jibun Adventure. Adventure Time.

Good morning/night everyone!

Today, I would like to tell you all about the great adventure that took place last night.

It all started at the Waffle House restaurant, where Ben and I met 3 of Ben's friends, Josh, Paul, and ...i want to say Derek....I can't remember the name. (Sorry!)

Anyway, keep in mind this was supposed to be a HUGE party. Anywhere from 30 to 50 people were supposed to be jammed into that restaurant. Alas, it was us 5. (Later 4.)

Well, continuing on, we ordered some food and our waitress was absolutely crazy! She had red hair and was dancing around and telling us, "Here are your waffles~~!!!" in a sing-song voice. I said, "Wooow, our waitress is on crack..."
Paul replied, "It's meth around here."

O_O >_< O_O

so anyway, there were these two girls sitting behind us who apparently knew the waitress, so they talked and cursed at each other. We caught word that the pair of girls were (le gasp) lesbians. Paul spent a lot of the time trying to contemplate if they were or not. I've got no issue with homosexuals, so it wasn't a big deal.
So they left, we paid our bill, and we went out to the parking lot.

"Check out my new truck, y'all!" Paul showed us his new Nissan truck that's black. At that very moment, with all of our brains working together to create an awesome name, we concluded that the truck was female, and it's name was Xena. XD don't ask me, Ben's car is friggin 'grim linda'

So, we went back to the dorms and the guys played super smash brothers for a while, and then we went on a badenture after Paul left.

BADENTURE: n. [bah-den-shure]- An adventure that is stupid.

This entailed running through the sprinklers, trying not to get wet, and taking pictures/short films that looked really cool (ie. walking up walls, holding onto trees in extreme wind, etc.)

So, i have those pictures, and will post them soon.

~~Now, for this morning. It was really funny what I did......heh Stupid Joy.
I woke up to the sound of the telephone ringing. I picked it up and heard a goofy voice, thinking it was Jee Yann for some odd reason. (It's weird...whenever I don't know who it is and I'm just waking up, I'll assume its him...blah!)
And also, for some reason, Joel Chan sounded like Jee Yann. I was asleep, give me a break!

~Note, it was Jee Yann, and this whole time I am thinking it's Joel.~

So he was like, "Are you and Anna coming to church now?" (He actually said, "leaving for") I said that I wasn't going, but Anna was. I looked over at her bed and I thought she was doing that thing where she lays over on her legs...I thought she was still in bed at 917.....I thought wrong. I went over to poke her to wake up, but I hit squishy covers...and felt like a retard.

"Sorry, she left already. I thought she was still sleeping, but no, she left. Bye."
...having to deal with me.... -.-; I am so weird when I'm sleepy. I'm sorry, Jee Yann..............><

For now, that's all that happened. (My goodness, this post is ENORMOUS!)I'll talk to you guys later! -joy

Try and imagine this situation.

I woke up this morning when Anna left. I fell back to sleep.
A little while later, there was a fast, loud banging on my door, and someone screaming, "Get up, it's a tornado!" I laughed and put on my slippers. (Keep in mind, I'm still sick from yesterday.)
We're all herded down to the first floor stairwell...yaaha. Thank God it was only us girls, because I don't think I could stand hearing Drew talk at that time. So we sat there for a little while...

Now I'm here in my room, listening for more sirens, just in case I have to go back into the stairwell. It wasn't quiet at all, everyone was talking and laughing and being generally noisy. I was just sitting in the corner with my messy hair and a little blanket trying to sleep.

I wonder how everyone is. I wonder how my Grandparents are doing. I wonder if my family knows about the tornado this morning. Knowing my Dad, he got a call from my Grandparents right away, or something. (Weather channel dot com.) whatever. I'm going to go back to bed. -Joy

Bear.

Bear.

Sicky Bear.

I was sick today. blaaaaah~
I slept from 3ish to 630ish. it's 818 now. I still don't really feel so good.

I missed karaoke and i missed a concert. it's ok, i feel better, thanks to Anna and her medicine.

Whaaaa. i will talk to you later. there's not much news anyway...-moi

306.....~!



290.....~!


285~!!!!!!!


AAAAG! Anna and I are writing a paper. Has to have 250 words (Anna has to have 300...lucky!) I started with 400something words, and now I'm gradually shaving things off...if i cut anymore, nobody will care about whatever my paper is talking about...it will just be a collection of nouns.

The other day, Anna, Ben, and I were walking to class when Anna pointed and said, "Look. Look, babies in a train!"

...

HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~!!!

It was so funny, because I didn't see the kids right away and I thought Anna was just doing something funny and random. I am so weird.

But anyway, I have to get back to my paper, I've procrastinated enough. <3joy

I don't care.

Hiya everyone.

I have been inducted into the fabulous world of Algebra SI...ack.
It's like a study hall for Algebra. I am so stupid.

School has been going good, I just am weird.

I feel bad because the camera cord that my sister thought was mine (the one she sent me) isn't mine. It doesn't fit my camera. This blows.
Also the camera cord my dad sent me doesnt fit either...This blows even more.

So I have finished my CI homework! YAY! I feel accomplished. Now I'm going to type my Composition paragraph. I am proud of myself, I'm getting it done right away.

Well, I'm going to get to work now. Nothing much else is new.

SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT!!! If you really want to bug a Catholic, wear a rosary as a necklace...>_< SO AWFUL!! It makes Catholics so upset! I saw a girl wearing a really nice gold one as a necklace, and I wanted to say something to her, but I didn't want to offend her. (Even though she was kind of offending me.)

Well, I'll talk to you guys again soon. <3 Joy

You. Bee. Latte. Day. Oh.

Today was boooooring. I had my first piano lesson, which was ok. She was so happy that I could play the Canon and Minuet she freaked out, and gave me weird high fives....she's a nice lady, though. I like her.

(high five)

So anyway, I just wanted to say THANK YOU to everyone who comments on my blog. I really love it very much!

and...HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JEE YANN!!!! I forgive you for forgetting my laundry. teehee! Have a great day/night/whatever. (is it Kuma Kuma's birthday, too, then!?)

I want to see a Kuma Kuma birthday party.

Anyway, my music is still having quiet time in the Choir room, Ben forgot about it...
It's all good. Goodnight everyone! -joy

Definitely.

definitely definitely.

Anyway, I did laundry last night at midnightish.

I went to chapel today, which was really good. I got great ideas for a new song!

Algebra...not so good. I got 3 questions correct on the entire test...;_; it's so very upsetting. I just put my test face down on his desk and ran out, i was so upset with myself.

I take notes, and I understand things completely in class, but when I get home and try to do the homework or study, my brain goes completely blank.

Anyway, I learned some kind of march I remember playing on trumpet. I'm playing it on piano now, I think it's Holst. blah. I love Holst.

Talk to you later, everyone. If things go well, I will have my first official piano lesson today! <3 Joy

Wah wah Jurassic paahk.

Anyway, today was ok. I went to choir, and I left my music in there. Soooo, now the choir room is locked and I have to wait and ask ben to get my music for me tomorrow (He has sectionals, i do not.)

I was really thinking about playing guitar today, but I just haven't had the energy. You know how you feel when you just wake up?

I've felt like this AAAAALLLL DAY. Blah, I need to get more sleep. I'm definately going to bed early tonight.

AAAAH JURASSIC PAAAAAAAHK! XD It's on TV!!! I've never seen it, so I'm not really scared of dinosaurs. I remember in grade school when everyone saw it for the first time and were so scared...I was just a little girl and I sat by myself at the lunch table, thinking, "What is everyone so scared about? It's just Baby Bop."

Lol, don't tell.

But anyway, things have been slow. The other night we had our special anniversary dinner. (17th) It was sooo good. We had these spicey noodles and spring rolls with chili sauce (my new favourite)

aaaaah I love the Malaysia club, so very fun.~

Well, i'm going to go now. BTW my virus is healed! <3

JEE YANN YOU DIDN'T REMIND ME TO DO MY LAUNDRY!!!! >_< whatever, good afternoon everyone. -joy

I am devastated!

My computer has a virus!!!! and now everyone on my msn buddy list probably has a virus!

NOOOOOOOOOO! I am so very upset. Anna says it's nothing, but my mom's computer and my dad's computer won't share her lack of concern... I'm so very upset!

I have class in a little bit, so I think i'll worry about this on the way to class. Talk to you later.

hooray hooray

Today is going to be good. I believe i only have theory homework to look at.

But anyway, moving swiftly onward...

it's noon. I woke up at 11...X_X

And Kristina told me that I should save up money and go to Malaysia someday. It's hard to save when there's things like Ebay and QOutlet available...ack.

I saw a Dir en grey cd that I want. I saw a Miyavi exclusive tour keychain i want. (but am never going to get because it's waaaaa~y too pricey for just a dumb keychain ya know.) I saw all the stationery I could dream of.

I am not going to buy, I am not going to buy! (but it's on sale!) I AM NOT GOING TO BUY!!!!!! AAAAAAAAH!~

ladies and gentlemen, what you just read was an internal battle of wits......the devil won. (ack!)

See you all later, when I have some actual news to post. goodmorning/night. -joy

Depressed people are depressing

Aaaah I haven't posted in a few days. Forgive me!

Anyway, in the last few days, I:
1.)went to Dr. Lindy Hop's house for a music club thing. I left my plate there...ack!
2.) ANNA BROUGHT ME WAFFLES~!!!!omgomg She is waaay too nice to me. I have to buy her something good to eat now..........waffles are so damn good.
3.)We went to walmart the other day, and I bought this yummy tea that came in it's own glass, so now I have a new glass and I didn't have to technically buy a separate one! YAY!
4.) After I woke up (see below for time) I went over to smith and ate yummy soup with the Malaysian club. Aaaaah, i love our meetings, we eat such good things! <3
5.) I went to brunch at Ben's house this morning. It was GREAT, I loved the food sooooo much! (All of my news has to do with food....!)

eh, nothing else is new. When I came home from ben's at about 330, i went to sleep and woke up. it was 830pm....bah! I'm going to have a hard time sleeping tonight, but I really did need the nap today.

Jee Yann, tomorrow, remind me to do laundry. This is your mission.

Anyway, I haven't called my Mom today, so I'll do it right away tomorrow. She was looking for my trumpet to get it fixed and stuff. How hard is it to find my trumpet...? I really know it's in my room.

Aaaaah, I'm going to go to bed, goodnight. I am so very grateful and lucky. -moi

When I wish upon you.

iroasete ita ano hi no yume mo, hokori mamiredatta miraizu mo,
kimi ga itsumo soko de mitete kurete takara
kanawanai to boyaiteta hibi mo, toomawari shite tadake no michi mo
norikoe boku wa ima koushite KOKO ni irun da.

boku wa nani shite agereta no darou? nani shite agerenakatta no darou?
arekara zutto jibun ni toikakete mita kedo
nanto kokoro no tobiretata ite mo [ina] no oku hikidashi kikete mite mo
dete kuru no wa tanoshikatta omoide bakari de

tada boku wa zutto aishiteta
soredake, tada soredake datta kedo boku ni wa sore shika nakattan da
soshite ima mo kawarazu aishiteru

itsuka hoshi no KIREI na yozora ni futari narande onegai shita yo ne
ano toki no onegai wa mou wasurechatta keredo
kono toki ga zutto tsutzukeba ii to omotta koto dake wa oboeteru yo
ima omoeba sore mo onegai sureba yokatta ne

demo, kami-sama nante inai
kimi ga hoshi ni natta tokisou chigattan da
boku ni wa kami-sama nante iranai soko ni kimi ga kimi sae ite kurereba

kimi no inai kono machi wa kyou mo aikawarezu BATABATA sewashinaku
maru de nanigoto mo nakattaka no yo ni kureteku
ashibaya ni sugite yuku nengetsu to, sotto utsuriyuku kisetsu no naka de
futo yozora wo miageru tabi ano hi wo [ho]u yo.

soshite boku wa sotto regaunda, hoshi ni natta kimi ni negai wo
"mou daijoubu, hitori de tateru kara" datte boku wa hitori ja nai kara ne

sousa boku wa kimi no bun mo ikiteku
kimi mo boku no naka de zutto ikitekun da
dakara mata ano koro no you ni zutto soba de mitete okure

Continuing by popular demand...?

Or so I'd like to think...teehee

So let's begin the story of today by telling about last night. It was a Malaysian club meeting partially over IM and partially over noodles in Smith Hall.

I'll write more about this after class, I must go to algebra....BLAH! Good morning everyone.

-cute joy.

Cold!

Aaaah, it's 8 o clock am. I am cold. It's cold in here! And I should have gone to bed earlier...waah.

I so sleepy.

Anyway, today's a normal day. I have to go to class....waaaaaah. It's not like yesterday, when almost all the classes were cancelled...I'm spoiled.
Really all I did yesterday was drive around Clarksville with Ben, listening to Queen and talking about dinosaurs and internet cartoons and our families. We're so weird.

Yes, I play guitar. I play trumpet, guitar, piano, and some percussion. (I love quad toms!) My best instrument is trumpet, i've been playing for almost 9 years. It's not with me in college, because it's broken right now, but I want to have it sent up here soon because I miss playing it!

When Anna's at class or the BCM or something, I plug in my guitar and turn it up really loud. I get a lot of people asking "where's that sound coming from!?" and bev always says, "MAH GAWD, I LUV YU, JOY!"

Funny!

So, sorry for the slow newsday, Today hasn't happened yet for me. Have a great day/night! -moi

Science has failed our Mother Earth.

Classes are over for the rest of the day, due to an assessment test we took. BLAH. I'm really really good at tests like that. One time I got a perfect score, and got a good score on an IQ test...ONLY because I'm good at tests, I'm really kind of stupid.

ANYWAY now I'm blasting music in my room. Anna's out. The band did good, but there are things I feel i have to mention:
1.) Drums are too loud, but you know, they're drums, so this can't be helped. Stick a pillow in the bass or something...?
2.) Lead guitar is too loud.
3.) Turn up secondary vocal mic.
4.) Turn up keyboard.
5.) Primary vocals a slight bit too loud, but they blend well.

It's a church, people!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And now for something completely different.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wanna shimmy shimmy shimmy till the break of dawn yea.

I want to make a band that plays mudvayne and system of a down covers.
~So you want the world to stop?

ANYWAY, moving swiftly onward, I contacted that guy about the music video stuffs. I'd like to try it. I've done art modeling and acting before, so hopefully it won't be a big deal. I'll be happy with just participating in it anyway...i want to see how it works!

So, I feel jumpy inside, like I should be screaming and jumping around, but I'm too tired and there's nothing to do. I feel like I should be doing something, but iunno ya know.

good day (tips hat) -joy

ALSO!!! I am going to audition to play HARUKA in the Sailor Stars series that the 'anime' club is going to dub. I want to try that, too..

Correction (i'm wrong AGAIN!)

Corrected.

I've mastered, "Hurry up la."

not "Hurry up, lah." This is wrong.

Well, there's just that. If anyone wants to IM me, it's lime_mickey@hotmail.com

-joyjoyoyoy

I'm glad you guys enjoy my funny funny rambling...teehee! I enjoy writing in here. (Although I'm neglecting my real life journal...blah!)

Today I went in for an interview for the Radio Station, KUOZ. I start training this week, I'm SO EXCITED! It won't be just Jess and I playing around with the computer mic anymore, I'll be ON AIR!!! WHOOOHOOO!

Soooo, anyway, I've made the intergalactic choice to eat dinner in my room tonight whilst blogging. Ne, I'm having spaghetti....yum.
To be honest, I feel kind of bad because I haven't been replying to your comments as promptly as I should...I'm sorry!
1.) I do want to travel the world, including Malaysia. I cannot be the prime minister of the Malaysia club and never desire to visit....for shame!~
2.) PLEASE Don't be anonymous on my blog comments, huh? I'm not going to find you and catch you for what you say, so just speak your mind and be yourself!
3.) I know, finding my blog makes you clever, not reading it. It just makes you giggle and makes people look at you funny! :D

I've been running around like a chicken with it's head cut off lately. I've no time to play guitar, even. (Not that there's anyone that wants to play with me anyway, lol)
I miss my trumpet, too. Most definately. I wanted to play it today out on the mall, just loud and obnoxiously trumpet! PRRRR PRRRRRRRR PPRRRRRAAAA!

Trumpet is my forte instrument, I've been playing for pretty much 9 years now. I've been a first chair for most of those 9. (First chair, second, third- a way of ranking how good you are, first chairs get all the solos.) I've probably reverted to second chair since I haven't had the oppourtunity to practice...meh.

(Shuffles papers) In other news, I've mastered "Hurry up, lah!" 1 down, 319387129837019238198412783912837 to go. ^_^

See ya everyone! -joy

Reoccuring Dreams

So, I wake up today...it's 830. I forgot that banAnna has a class at 9. I feel bad that I didn't think to wake her up right away.....ack!
She'll make it, though.

KEY:
Anna = banAnna
Joy= Jomato
(It's rug culture...)
Anyway, I'm super hungry. This little octoguy makes me hungry.....I want leafs.
Today I have badmitton! I'm fair, everyone likes to pick on me and say, "oh, you're good, teach me!" and the teacher likes to use me and this other guy as examples...which kind of sucks because I'm fair when we play, but in front of everyone I swing at nothing and the result....is nothing!
Rewind back to the point.
I have badmitton today and it really is not very good because I go to badmitton (swing swing) and then I have to go directly to CI class....BOOOOOOO! I have the oppourtunity to change, but I still feel gross sitting in a lukewarm classroom after all that sweaty exercise, ya know?
If it were cold, would I catch a cold?
Iunno. DAMN I just dropped my pecan swirly cake thing on the floor!!!!! X_x (toss)

But now I'm not sure what to do.
You can learn about the incident with Bear-bear on Anna's blog, so I'm not going to elaborate, but now, we have to check the hallway everytime before shaking him out. teehee, we're so funny.

Good morning, everyone. BRANDON, GET YOUR HOMEWORK DONE!!!!!!!!1!!!!111!!!!

-joy

Aaaah, I am not worthy!~

aaah, Mrs. Yong is so very thoughtful and nice. Anna, too. I feel so happy.

Today we went to church. This time, we were running a little late again, but I actually remembered to change from my slippers to my regular shoes. (I ran out in my slippers last week, exclaiming, "WAIT I HAVE TO GO BACK, UNLOCK THE DOOR, AND CHANGE MY SHOES!!!! AH!")
So, that didn't happen this time....excellent!

Today also we went to walmart. I don't remember the drive there, it was like I woke up in walmart.... :/ ack. (It's because I napped earlier and just jumped out of bed and went to the van...teehee) It was also weird because I didn't remember right away that Ben was working there at the time, so I saw him and was like, "whoah, why are you here!?" (stupid joy!)

We made a short list and I was determined to buy what I needed to make my family's famous snack this coming saturday(Music Club Picnic thing), but I was going to get a chair of some kind for our room.....I forgot......waaah~.
So now someone Anna is tutoring is over, and she has to sit on the floor. waaaah~, I feel bad! When i'm done writing, I'll let her use my chair if she wants.

Tonight they're going to play the 2 and 3 scary movies on TV. When we went to church today, we got these adorable little paper bags that the little kids drew and wrote on for us....(so sweet!) and there was lots of stuff INCLUDING POPCORN!!! YAY! So now we have popcorn for the movies! <3
FLASHBACK: In church:
Anna: Oh look, popcorn, yay!
Joy: Oh wow, they put popcorn in here, yay!
Anna: I just said that...-_-;
Joy: Oh...right....sorry.

In further news, I'm developing the lah. Become one with the lah, nurture and develop your inner lah.

Self help books......lah.

My dad has MSN so I'm going to talk to him how...it's so cool that he finally uses instant messaging! (weird too, a little, but now i get to talk to him a lot more! ^_^)

Everyone have a great day!!!!! -JOY

Pre-Church Blogging

...and you thought I'd have an interesting story to tell this early...

....shame on you ;P

And you know what I am.

Today I woke up at 8ish....and died.......waking up again at 11. Weird.

Anyway, I feel less sick. It's mind over matter.
We have to make a shopping list soon. So far we have:

Granola Bars, Water

Understandable, since we've been living on granola bars...teehee!
I've started to write more letters, but I really don't get much time to do so. I will tonight, I promise!
ANYWAY, Anna and I want to go to the waffle house sometime soon. Let's force Ben to take us and Brandon. YAY! I've never been to a waffle house before, I hear it's really good.

THANKSGIVING: What to do!? There's going to definately be a feast at Grandma and Grandpa's house (in which i can invite anyone I like, but I have to tell them the number within adequate time, yaknow) and our awesome Malaysian club might cook again!

Speaking of, Keen Seong is going to make me some food for our friendship anniversary on the 17th. Anna says I should marry him because then we can give Anna and the rest of the Malaysian club red envelopes for New Years. (i'd do it anyway, but she says you have to be older than the person and married.) Keen Seong would do it for the good of the group, I'm sure...maybe.......

Finally, I'm going to embroider a KUMA KUMA patch for Anna today. I hope I have the correct colours of string, otherwise I'll have to put that on the shopping list.
-MOI

~STUPID JOY~

I have Sallieri Syndrome. I will live in disgust at myself and my pride.

I'm such a...meh.

I feel sick again. It's not good.

I got my money today. ifeelsick.

Goodnight, and see you at 630 for prayer and God. -stupid joy

JIBUN KAKUMEI

HEY!

Hey!

hey...

I feel hyperactive, I just want to jump around yelling and screaming and dancing. I don't even care about anything! lol.

Its 1233, and i have a class at 2. BLAH. Theory.

Freedom, Freedom. Now I'm a freedom fighter.

Everyone have a great day!

Oh wait, in today's news, I actually had ice cream. I've been trying not to have it as often as I did when I first came here, but I had it today. I feel kinda sick now again.

Ben's got work. blah blah. See you later! -moi

Its like something I saw in a movie.

Remember, remember, the seventh of September.

Ne, I am very very happy.

The trick is to let people find out for themselves why, ya know.

It's the trick of everything. I don't tell people things. ^_^ Goodnight everyone! <3moi

Split Personalities!

Yesterday in choir, Lindy höp got really really REALLY pissed at the Select Choir for not knowing the music.

I was truly frightened into really respecting him, ya know?

Anyway, today he was happy and joking and everything, it was a COMPLETE change!

Anna says he has split personalities...do you think so?

Furthermore, class has been going good, and I'm not feeling so sick anymore, YAY!
I don't know the song First Love, by Utada Hikaru. Should I? I've heard it's popular...ne.

Think of me fondly, better yet, think of Mr. Gaddess.

It's rather early in the morning, Anna is still asleep and I'm worried that my loud keyboard might disturb her.

Yesterday was good, uneventful. The other night Anna went to shake out Bear-bear in the hall, and she accidently disturbed a romantic moment between a pair of star-crossed lovers...haha. We laughed for a long time over it, it was just so...weird!

her alarm just went off and now she's awake. I still feel bad...heheheheh i'm weird.

Anyway, i'm going to get ready and go to breakfast. There's badmitton today!!! yus~! I love it, it's one of the only few sports I'm good at. Have a good day everyone! -moi

NO MORE!

I am really happy today.

Someone uploaded the PotO soundtrack onto itunes!! So happy!
Anyway, I have my first piano lesson soon. I'm kind of nervous. I said, that I know.

Today I felt like the sermon was talking to me......kinda creepy but it touched me.

BLAH! and now the phantom is revealed to be HIDEOUSLY UGGO! hehehe, poor guy, he's cooler than Raoul.

Anyway, I'll post something spectacular about Bear-bear later...teehee. I have to go to my lesson thing. CIAO~

I can be lazy, but I try not to, whoah-oh!

Today was the trip to the mall. I was sooo happy that they had a Hot Topic, but Alisha is the only person who went in with me. I hope the music didn't scare the rest off.....eek.
We walked and walked and walked. I had a great time, but I really need for my money to be sent ASAP...I'm so very grateful! We're going to go work out sometime this week. Night jogging! <3
***Anyway, a little more about the LOOOONG trip to and from Fayetteville (which by the way, you can't spell without writing EVIL.) everyone fell asleep on the way home. I woke up and I was practically laying on Marcos, the guy next to me! x_x so weird! He was asleep, so I just sat up and stayed awake for most of the rest of the trip...ack
I still have algebra homework to do, blegh! It's about 7 right now. I really don't want to do it, I feel like taking a walk or a nap, which I can't do because I won't fall asleep tonight.
To be honest with you, I feel sick right now. I don't know what to do. My stomach is jumpy like I should be bouncing off the walls, but I can't.
Ack, I'd better do my homework right away. Goodnight everyone! -Joy

PS- I'm really really feeling sick this time. It's because I'm not taking those pills anymore. BLEGH!

Hello, Mrs. Yong!~
It's nice to know I have good people who read this!~
Anyway, today was the GREAT FEAST OF MALAYSIA!!!!! It was sooo cool. The food was amazing, especially the fried rice and noodles! (Thank you so much, everyone!) Aaaah, I think I fell asleep on the couch after I ate, but I don't remember.
So anyway, I really REALLY need to take a shower tonight. It's funny, Anna says, "I need to 'bathe'." I say, "I need to take a shower, yo!" I accidently say 'bathe' most times now, just because. Eh, it's not a big deal, just a thought.
Today we went to the First Baptist Church. It was weird, I'm Catholic, so I've never been in such a modern congregation! It was sooo cool, I liked that they actually had people playing live music for the songs. (I actually sang some of them, hehe!) This nice lady who was, i think, running the college student bible study, kept saying, "I love your name, Joy." and I really didn't know what to say to her, so I just pulled at my hair and nodded.~Summary: Overall, I like that church, and am seriously thinking of going again next week.
Tomorrow we're all piling into the bus/van/thing and going to Fayetteville to go to a mall or something. I really can't wait, but I've no money for shopping. Blah, I really should have brought my account down with me, but I didn't think...
This night we went over to McLean to drop some cooking things off at Joel's room, but when we first went in, it looked like Compton apartments...SCARY! I thought I'd see some spray painting on the walls!But we went into the room, and it was really nice, there are separate bedrooms and a little middle room. WAY COOL. The freshman halls look nice, but the rooms are little cells with block walls and a cingular living space. I'm not complaining, but it would be nice to have a little more room, ya know.
Goodnight everyone, sleep well! I feel better about sleeping in my homey bed now, not as sad! Night night! - Joy

wow.

I have a stomach ache. I have to take a shower, but I'm really really tired. I don't want to fall asleep in the shower. Maybe I'll just wait until morning.
Tomorrow is the big feast! <3<3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2347/3724/1600/octopus_06.gif">

GOOD MORNING, EVERYONE!!!!~

Hi, this weekend is all about Malaysian Pride, ya know lah.
yesterday we went to an asian market, which was really fun. It reminded me of when we would go to those kinds of places back home and buy good food, but it was different this time around....waaai awesome.
They like to put EVERYTHING in the cart. There was soo much food, i was scared~ I bought some potato chippies and 2 drinks (which i love, by the way, they sell them in Chicago, but I've never tried them before. it only cost me 2.50!!) The next time I go, if I have enough money and it's on sale or something, i'm going to get a case of the green tea! (no prep!! <3 )I also want to buy cookies. Glorious panda bear cookies!
Anyway, this weekend is going to be fun, but i really have to remember to do my algebra homework sometime today, and finish a little free write CI card. I think i'm scaring my teacher with my journal entries, i draw a lot of cockroaches<3
Well, talk to you later! BTW, I'm going to fayetteville on monday! LABOR DAY!! WHOOO HOOOOOO~~~~!
heh, now i'm settled. i'm spent. -joy

Good morning to you~
Good morning to you~
We're all in our places~With bright, shining faces~Hooray~Hooray~
Let's start a new day~~